[Hellfire] ming.

2005-02-27T22:49:00.000+08:00

Halo. changed blog again. people change your links. thankew you. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DD(:
okay. <3>
this is it. I'm abandoning this. again.
http://livejournal.com/users/rockman_ming

2005-02-25T17:19:00.000+08:00

you say I don't understand you. do you understand me?
Friendships are a sort of give and take thing.
look.
forget it ok.
just forget what I said. everything.
there's no point fighting a verbal war none of us can win by blogging. it's like ym's blog part one and your blog part two.
anything okay.
No apologies.
let's just talk.
lemme put it this way.
I was harsh because I thot what you might have done would be stoopid. the end.
and I'm sorry for not comforting you that day when you were crying.
***
now I often am confused. I'm like being taken on a ride on turnstiles and I don't know where I stand. I'm so lost.
Oh man.
maybe that's the way life's sppsd to be.
people take you for rides and drop you off.
why am I so random today. this does not pertain to anyone.
(: peace.

2005-02-24T20:54:00.000+08:00

Behind Blue Eyes lyrics
Artist - Limp Bizkit
Album - Results May Vary
Lyrics - Behind Blue EyesNo one knows what it's like

To be the bad man

To be the sad man

Behind blue eyes

And no one knows

What it's like to be hated

To be fated to telling only lies

[Chorus:]But my dreams they aren't as empty

As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely

My love is vengeance

That's never free

No one knows what its like

To feel these feelings

Like i do, and i blame you!

No one bites back as hard

On their anger

None of my pain and woe

Can show through

To be the bad man, to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.
[Chorus]
Discover l.i.m.p. say it [x4]
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one knows how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies
[Chorus]
this is what I'm feeling.
screw.

the hardest word on earth

2005-02-24T19:50:00.000+08:00

sorry ain't the hardest word on earth.
my legg hurts probably is.
and it really does.
I can't walk.
now mommy, you must understand that why I'm FRIGGIN' BLOODY pissed is because she did not try to understand me. maybe she thot I was saying all that because I didn't have the guts to do whatever she wanted to do, you understand?
I'm sick and tired of being misunderstood.
everyone thinks I'm someone who I AM NOT.
and it's friggin' pissifying.
I know.
I'm a FU**ing Bitch.
but so? what right does that give anyone to hurt me so deeply?
I can apologise.
so what?
I don't think it's right for me to do so, even tho I might have put her down a little too hard. but the fact is that I was trying to dissuade her from doing it so she wouldn't have to face some stoopid consequences!
I'm sick and tired of having people tell me that I'm supposed to be someone who's like an asshole/poseur/act cool loser/sporty/dao and all.
I mean, I'm dao. true. but I have feelings. I'm not the bloody bitch some people always thot I was.
HELL.
I don't Frig care okay.
say whatever you wanna say, do whatever you wanna do.
I'm game for it, honest okay.

2005-02-23T21:05:00.000+08:00

I keep feeling like breaking down.
Is it me?
I don't know, maybe I'm really too self-righteous.
This is the first and last time I'm going to let someone hurt me so deeply.
I wasn't feeling bad 'cos of the dance thing.
I mean, I enjoyed playing around, it was kinda fun.
It was the fact that I miss her so muchy and that I'm kinda worried bout her and the OTHER thing which made me upset.
I mean, I did what I did for her good. even tho it sounds dumb. but she just hurt me.
why do I always allow myself to be hurt so bad? I'm never ever going to do it again.
if you want to play the dao-ing game, let's play it. I'm game.
I can always become the cold person I used to be you know.
if you think it's fine, I'm game.
if you don't want to talk to me, fine. I can do it too. I mean, it's easy and I've done it before.
so what's holding me back.
I'm so bloody confused and worried.
well, worried bout her. and I'm missing her too.
I feel lousy, do you know? It's MY fault. happy?
go away.

argh.

2005-02-20T13:40:00.000+08:00

I'm on the brink of a serious heart attack.
Just came back from acupuncture therapy thingy.
So I went to get some stuff at Toa Payoh before popping home with my sis.
and then I just stepped out of the shop when someone called my sister's name.
and I looked up @ who she was chatting to.
OMG.
Teo Hui Koon.
and then I freaked out.
Have I mentioned how scared I am of him? I'm hardly scared of teachers, it's usually either like, respect, or simply DETEST ( in the case of THAT woman [tho there are many THAT woman(s)]) (ooh. brackets are like doing algebra. ooh. ) them. and I freaked out on the spot.
so I was thinking like erm...should I run away? and then his li'lest daughter was in the pram sleeping and my sis was telling him about her results in her new school. and then Teo was like "oh, really?" and then my sister told him that he bullied my class. which he had no sarcastic reply to. silence= consent.arghargharghargh.
I feel like screaming.
ooh. my legg hurts. ooh.
ooh is a nice word.
oohoohoohooh!!!(:
D'oh.
what's wrong with me. I'm a spastard.
ooh.

thinking...

2005-02-19T21:19:00.000+08:00

I think I'm probably like crapping larh.
OOH. MILLION DOLLAR BABY!!!
watched it last night and the show ended @ abt midnight.
in those 2/12 hours, I CRIED my eyes out.
wow.
it really IS good.
Hillary(?) Swank and Clint Eastwood and Morgan Freeman ALL deserve an Oscar. W00t^^
WATCH MILLION DOLLAR BABY. OR ELSE.
arharharh!!!(:
woke up this morning with puffy and red eyes. and then went for trng.
it was slack.
in addition, there was the fact that we kept re-injuring ourselves. me included. so funn. like real.
OOH. =P

spastarded. (ooh and AC said bastard in class. OOH. -wriggles eyebrows-)

2005-02-15T21:19:00.000+08:00

I don’t Feel Good. uhhuhh. I’m sick. (as in both pervvy-sick and ill-sick.) got flu and am slightly feverish. as a matter of fact, since I haven’t fallen ill for quite a while already, I feel Terrible. am breathing smoke. mmm how funn.
ladeedum.
oooh. I love my ahgongchicken. btw, she’s really got sexaayyy leggs. W00ts^^ hurhur.
SCRAWL SCRAWL SCRAWL!!! feel like scrawling random stuff. OOH.
the perfect manga character to me = Hotohori (!!!!)’s looks, Keanu Reeves’ (!!!!) butt ( OOH. sexaayyy tush yarh.), SANZO (!!! HURHUR!!!! EEEE!!!!)’s bod, and ahgongchicken’s OHSOSEXAAYYY leggs.
yepp. there. I’m a perv. true true.
anyway, I’m cute! (and disillusioned, and shameless, and best of all, feverish.)
D’oh. -______-“
Oh AND. I’m a BITCH. woohoo.

It's Constantine. John Constantine, you asshole.

2005-02-11T18:18:00.000+08:00

ahhh.
Keanu Reeves and his hot butt are mine!=P okay...
no, but he honestly is quite cute.(: ahh.
I think he's sadistic and cynical -thumbs up- which is good(:
went to buy Valentine's Day gifts today. hope the people getting the stuff'll be happy(: well...I think they're cute, which is SWELL!!!(: mmmhmmm. okay. so that's about all.
WHEEHEE!!!

me kuku.

2005-02-08T16:04:00.000+08:00

argh.
missed me chance to play soccer today. but it's kinda a blessing in disguise 'cos I will not have to rub shoulders with the sticky, sweaty and stinky Mr. Lim. (I mean the big one.) tt was mean. but yes, I mean, when does one ever get to see someone stickier and sweatier than me? like HELLO. ok now I'm talking like a BIMB. eeyur. >.<
anyway, I've proven that I can't take buses.): diaow. I overshot the stop cos of the lack of a bus guide on the bus. -________-" so I had to cross the road to take the bus again. -________-"
and if I do this anymore-_____________________________-" even Botox will not save my face when I grow up in future. not that I ever want to have plastic surgery. because I'm not plastic.
EEYUR. I'm SO LAME. argh. -spastic look-
My mom's cooking up a feast. mmmm.
haha! and the person stuck needles in my legg today. hmm. for some ridiculous reason, it didn't hurt as much when she stuck those needles in. anyway. she gave me a NICE NICE NICE LONG massage afterwards. like she massaged my leg for 20 mins? or longer. aiyarh. and the person next door/cubicle/curtain separated thingy fell asleep and was SNORING LIKE A PIG. honestly. I guess it sounded more like snorting than snoring. hmmm. weird. my leg's nice and not pain now. it's kinda numb. which is good.(: aiyarh. don't know larh. hm.

hmmmmmmm.

2005-02-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

I'm not supposed to eat too many mandarins. oops. too late.
FUDGE FUDGE! I'VE GOT YUMMY FUDGE ROLLS! OOOO!!! WHEEHEEEEE. oh and there're durian rolls too. mmmmm. MMMMM.
I wanna learn how to make brownies from you! harumph.
BROWNIES BROWNIES! YUMMYLICIOUS BROWNIES!!!
oh darnit. I'm going on a food-inspired sugar high.
Meanwhile I shall continue pining for more mandarins (momm has banned me from the carton.)
ooh. and I've got bak kwa. (:
WHOOO! W00ts^^(: mmmm.

thankew you(:

2005-02-05T16:25:00.000+08:00

thankew you sarah dd for accompanying me!(: mmm. and it was funnfunn larh, window shopping with ya. thankew you again(: and I owe you stuff [for your b'dae and Valentine's Day] so get it from me(:
hmmm.
my knee's got some tiny holes where if I poke them, they HURT. but other than that, it's numb and stiff, well kinda, so I can't really feel. but it's better(:
ladeedum.
I'm sleepy!-.-mmm.
ladeedum.
cats are cute, and so are you!(:

cute!!!

2005-02-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

arharhharh!mmm Olinda is VERY CUTE. just now on TV! (: eeee! mmm sho cute. -pinchpinch- (: wheehee(: my knee hurts. bleugh. aiyarh. I'm crapping. ramble ramble ramble!!!(:

so.

2005-01-30T15:23:00.000+08:00

SBL looks down on my group.
so.
has she got a problem?
she scolded us for NO REASON.
she told all of us to discuss stuff bout the pointless project.
and then she left to get sth.
and by the time she came back we had finished so we sat there and we talked about some more stuff.
then she went to other groups to see what they'd got. and then she came back to ours, and scolded us saying tt we must know what we were doing. and we told her that we finished discussing it, she continued her scolding, and then asked us if we could make the deadline and all. when she didn't even tell other groups tt. she was joking with them also. what crap.
so what if we're slack'rs most of the time? we do DO our work. at least we don't pretend to be guai and pay attention in class. I know I do pay attention. why does she have to give us so much crap? I have totally no idea.
we're going to do a good one.
shut her up.

me.

2005-01-27T21:28:00.000+08:00

School's so tedious, and that's what frustrating. deadlines are JAM-SMACK! tight, and there's hardly enough time for me to do stuff. -pant pant- look how lame I am. anyway, I'm tired, kind of, but it's mentally larh. stressing myself out over pointless stuff. I really do think too much sometimes, don't I? ):
tsk.
tsk.
tsk.
I feel boingEEE!
okay.
BOINGEEEEBOINGEEEEBOINGEEEE!!!
whee.

chicken.

2005-01-22T21:58:00.000+08:00

chicken as in chicken chicken. you know? chicken that chicken. it's basically chicken chicken! see I'm crapping again. WHY?! I always end up crapping. chicken as in chicken yummy chicken chicken, not you're chicken chicken chicken. understooded?(:
anyway. my mom says that with the onset of avian flu, poultry basically will not be imported that muchy into S'pore. which means NO CHICKEN FOR ME! -writhes in agony- darnit. I WANT CHICKEN! shall eat as much chicken as I can get tomorrow. chicken yummy chicken.
W00t.
chicken.
I WANT!(:
mmmmm.

strawberries.

2005-01-22T13:58:00.000+08:00

My dear 'Chin, don't go around insulting lovely li'l strawberries. they're cute. and YUMMY!
today we did funny things for warm-downs.(if there're warm-ups there ought to be warm-downs right? [make sense to me, at least.]-lame.-) there was the hokey-pokey and the chicken dance. I personally like the hokey-pokey 'cos it reminds me of Kallie. my 2 yr old cousin. the only thing she knows is that righand(right hand).....inouinou(in out in out) shhahitawbou(shake it all about) and then next she turns and turns and turns. and then the song ends and she enunciates "YEAH!!!" so enthu. she's SO CUTE/ <3!>
my knee's fine I guess. it just hurts sometimes. my sis has forced me to go see the doctor, which I'll be doing at a later date.
strawberries are so nice.
I still wanna frolic with Adriana Lima. she's HOT. HOT. HOT. uhhuh.
watched pretty woman last night. Richard Gere is so good-looking. he's got nice charismatic features(: and Julia Roberts is pwetty too.
anyway here's my flasher song( Cindy helped me with some parts)
FLASHER SONG-- Cindy Chan(: and ME(: [to the tune of 'I'm a little teapot' ]
I'm a little flasher short and stout -flash!-
Here is my trenchcoat and here is my belt-flash!-
When I get all steammed up hear me shout -flash!-
Watch me let it all hang out -flash!-
okay. the last part's kinda crude. provided you've got a mind like mine. a mind as innocent as mine. please. don't puke. you'll dirty my trenchcoat. I'm really chao lame. this is BAD. bad. Bad.
JiaoMei likes saying OkayEEE! and it's high. which I tried to imitate. hurhurhur.
well. that's it then.
AI 4 auditions are HILARIOUS.

mhmm.

2005-01-18T23:48:00.000+08:00

Sigh.
I WANNA WANNA WANNA FROLIC IN BED WITH ADRIANA LIMA! <3
there. all’s said and done. for now. using Microsoft Word to type this out first ‘cos jie’s using her comp online. AND THE STOOPID PROGRAM WON’T STOP AUTO-CAPITALISING MY WORDS!
finally managed to make it stop. everything’s underlined in green = grammatic errors.
anyway, what’s this?
MAC.
hurhur.
you won’t believe how lame I can get eh. that’s a…BIG MAC!! hur…hur…hur.
how bloody lame. that’s me(: hurhur.(: WHEELCHAIR FOR ME!
ladeedum.
wah. I feel L-O-S-T. Jolyn and Mel have decided to leave for VJ, damnit. and if I weren’t not keen on doing Arts, I would follow. not that I like Physics. I wanna wanna wanna take trip. science so I can do medicine. I hate Physics. Chem and Bio are fine, I don’t really mind it larh.
Stoopid provocative and patronising bitch. I’m not going to give her one single bit of respect. she does not deserve it. stoopid ass. I can’t tolerate her!): she’s so…FAKE. and the word, I believe, is P-L-A-S-T-I-C, like a B-A-R-B-I-E D-O-L-L. b-l-e-u-g-h.
and and and, the person whose name sounds like but isn’t my darleengg’s name(guess which one! I’ve got a few(: ), I wish she could stop being such a bloody friggin’ bossy biotch. she pushes it too far, she’d better watch out. who does she think she is? Cleo? damnit. stop bossing me around, you bloody friggin’ idiot! and you’re so rude. the way you talk, you don’t need vulgarities. all you need is your tone and the way you treat people as if they’re trash. you always tell people not to spew vulgarities…it’s rude, etc, but have you thought about the way you speek to people? condescending, arrogant, and self-important. you don’t even allow others the basic respect they should have. so what gives you the right to tell others to not swear. pratice what you preach. biotch. if you don’t respect me, I see no reason to respect you. there. supreme biotchayyness. eye for an eye. damnit. you keep pissing me off. so rude. swearing is rude, I know. but the way you talk is so…pissifying, you make me feel like slapping you. and you deserve it.
and as for you self-righteous ass, k-i-s-s m-y a-r-s-e. s-u-c-k-e-r.
and as for those who hates vulgarities, just ignore the ranting kay. I hate it when I whine. bloody friggin’ hell):
anyway, love to all.(: <3
angsty, harh? (:

d'oh.

2005-01-17T19:59:00.000+08:00

Me muscles are limp! (weights)
ladeedum.
why do ppl keep asking me about you?
today is a slack day!
I like training downstairs compared to training in the hall.
STRAWBERRIES!STRAWBERRIES!STRAWBERRIES!!!
hurhur. I'm on a strawbewwwyyy HIGH.(:
STRAWBEWWYYYYs are HAPPY(!!!(:) fruits!!!!
tchicken!(:
Love you lots(:

lol.

2005-01-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

Reggie. Didn't. Get. In!!!): bleugh.
stoopid biotches.
The Simple Life 2. I think Paris Hilton and Nicole Richie are quite laughter-invoking. I like Paris. She's cute larh. At least that's what I think. and her face is Special. what'ver.
My knee is numb for a weird reason.
Wheelchairs!(:
ladeedum.
I'm groggy.): boo-boo!
Love ya.

):

2005-01-14T20:18:00.000+08:00

My knee hurts. I have NO IDEA What Happened. I can't even walk properly or bend it. I can't jump too): my back hurts. So I've gotta try and do stuff a li'l slower. what'ver. I think I accidentally aggravated my old back injury that day I fell. bleugh. So I couldn't jump this morning at morning training. So I couldn't shoot properly. NAUGHTY KNEE AND BACK!!! EEYUR. can stand straight, bloody hell):
HOMEWORK is driving me crazy. <3>
I want a butch cut! spikespikespike. my mommy is disallowing me to get one. She doesn't want her daughter to become a son. NO!!! I'm not getting a sex change. I'm getting a hair-cut.
BLOODY STUPID *******. Patronises me. She should watch out, I'm trying to fit a chopper in my bag without it dropping out if I can. I think I can.
The stupid French biotch also. Mocks my name, damnit.
thankeew you ah goong for the lollipop(: ahgongchicken is so nice.
okay. so for now I shall try to stand up straight without it hurting, cos it's really quite bad.
JAYJAYJAY!!!(:
Love you lots.<3>

RAWR.

2005-01-12T19:16:00.000+08:00

To whom it may concern: (if you are reading this)
I'm still kinda pissed. 'Cos I hate it when people opress my ideas and then rephrase stuff I wrote, I think it's DISGUSTING. So please try and respect this larh. I know you like to have polished answers, but sometimes they might come across as fake larh. I'm being kinda self-righteous, sorry. But still, please try. sigh. How am I gonna live without you when you leave this year? sigh. I HATE having to part with people I like): summore you're psychoing Mell to go with you, damnit. my lao gongg ehh. sigh. then who am I gonna sit with? and whose bum can I smash? and who can I moan to? and most importantly, *wiggles eyebrows* who can I cheeko?):
sigh. Now you've made me depressed.
CHEESE AND HAM SANWICHES!!!(: <3
wah... hungry.
buhbye from the buhbee(:
Love ya.

w00t.

2005-01-02T20:58:00.000+08:00

I.Have.Finally.Finished.My.Holiday.Homework.
I finished like 2 CRPs, 2 ERPs, 1 Commonwealth Essay, 2 Algebra Worksheets( #2 thx to ValVal Jie's teachin' me.) and a 2000 word War Poetry Portfolio in 2 days. I feel great.
WOOHOO.
this is what happens when you slack like I do. So people PLEASE DON'T SLACK ARH.
marge is being a siao ting-tong.
anyway.
I resolve, in this new year, to stop procrastinating (I promise I'll keep all my stuff away.[later])I also resolve to stop being a klutz and if possible, stop falling down on those stupid knees. I resolve to not injure myself stupidly, I shall be smart when getting injured and I resolve to not bully the momo. Instead, I shall TORTURE her, wahahaha(sorry I'm lame) and I resolve to be even lamer 'cos that's what I'm here for. I resolve to stop teasing.[later]
In short, I shall be a good li'l girl.[someday]
thus ends my new year resolutions.

poof.

2004-12-30T10:53:00.001+08:00

):
a plague on(the heads of, if they had any,) troublesome and stoopid pop-ups. ):
eeyur. irritating and pissifying pop-ups. I ~~ahte~~ hate them.):
arh.
tt's all.

poof.

2004-12-30T10:53:00.000+08:00

):
a plague on(the heads of, if they had any,) troublesome and stoopid pop-ups. ):
eeyur. irritating nad pissifying pop-ups. I ~~ahte~~ hate them.):
arh.
tt's all.

confusion.

2004-12-28T20:19:00.000+08:00

the thing about the Tsunami is ): eeyur. I hate stuff like that. it's irritating. I hate things like that. but they HAVE to happen, somehow, it's quite dumb actually. the li'l gurl tt's dead and the other one tt's missing are all so young and cute and I hate the fact that both of them are gone. okay maybe not the li'ler one. but still. it's NOT FAIR. and I hate it. I HATE IT.
my solar plexus area hurts. we wonders why. darned knee creaking.
if I get anymore stitches, I'm gonna become Lilo. lame. LAME.LAME!!!

veni vidi vici

2004-12-28T09:23:00.000+08:00

mmm.
yayy. mommy has stopped acting like The Grump. Finally. Good.
had pizza for dinner last night and it sucked. the Canadian Pizza people didn't give us the sachets of parmesan and chilli. ): boo. and then they didn't provide spoons for the Sheperd's Pie. ): and the pizza was Gross because they spent one and a half hours on delivery. and our house is 5 mins away?!
eeyur. so whiny. that was the Whine. lame.
arh. the people can't draw diagrams for nuts, those people. the diagrams about the formation of a tsunami. I don't understand it. 'cos it's weird larh. okay fine. I'm the one who can't interpret diagrams for Nuts.
talk about Nuts, I don't really Like Them. because they taste nutsty. ): lame.

gr8 lunch.

2004-12-25T20:10:00.000+08:00

had a good lunch today.
then I went to watch KungFu Hustle.
it's a disappointment I guess, owing to the fact that Stephen Chow has made better movies in the past.
am a bit grumpy larh.
for reasons I shall not state.
ladeedum. I'm SUPER bored.
too bad for me I guess.
Merry X'Mas again people.

What I want this X'Mas.

2004-12-25T10:13:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!
and also, if you're reading this, thanks Char for the present. and I know why you were avoiding me for that while. 'cos you thot I was WEIRD right? (: hmmm I still am.
jiejie, arhharharh!!! you lost out on not being in S'pore this year!!! w00t. it's cold over there tho you get the benefit of a good view. Whie X'Mas. but it's nicer over here. mommy's bringing us out for a good lunch later. and she got me a nice CD! Jazz in The City. nice. just 'cos I saw the ad and I said it was nice. erjie got a really really nice waterball. Precious Moments one. and mommmy got the momo a piggy bank. PM one too. and it's cute. hurhur so you chi kui. =P hurhur just teasing larh. Merry X'Mas and I love you. shall call you later at night cos I don't know whether it's Eve over there now or Boxing Day already. (:
mommy's watching the Japan NHK annual Red vs White thingy. can someone tell them to stop competing against each other? just combine both Red and White to make pink larh! (pink is my "Favourite Colour". ) and I refuse to watch it. 'cos there's no SMAP this year. I want Takuya.
rarrr.
Dear Santa,
This X'Mas, what I really really really want and what you mightn't be able to give me is the power to stop being klutzy. then I won't have to have stupid falls and all. I already bumped my lip against someone's head twice during camp, bumped my head against AY's head once, fell down countless of times (not that badly) and fell down a final last time quite bad and that was the end of it. During Camp. eeyur. and my head is still hurting and I feel giddy. and lousy. 'cos I'm so klutzy!!! and my knee is throbbing a bit but it should be OK, can I please not go with dd to get needles stuck in my leg? I hate being so whiny. ):and complainy. and of course, my other request to you, Santa Claus (or Klutz for that matter), is for Zeena to stop scratching people. she has inflicted upon me numerous scratches (and on others too) during Camp and when I was snatching a ball from her that day, she pinched me accidentally and there's still a bruise there. I'm sorry I sound dumb and petty but please Santa, for all that I've been (nice, sweet and innocent and a li'l naughty just 'cos I tease) , please make Zeena stop scratching people.
Thank You.
Love, Me.(the Klutz.)
MERRY X'MAS AGAIN, ALL! <3>

yes.

2004-12-24T09:02:00.000+08:00

mmm.
camp wasn't really that Horrible larh. as in it never really was. even tho with all the muscle aches and stuff.
had to be stoopid and trip and fall down again ystd. how dumb. and I didn't even know I was falling until I hit the ground. and in the process, my Stoopid knee Locked.
I can't really bend it properly now. it still hurts, but it's Much Better. I hope this means that I do not have to go and get needles Stuck in my leg on Monday.sheesh. it hurts when I unbend it too. but Not Much. rarrrrrr. Naughty Knee.
am going to make a Meat Face now so taa.
but I am happy to announce that I am!HYPER!AGAIN! due to the EFFECTS!OF!CHOCOLATES APLENTY! (:

eeeeeeek.

2004-12-20T15:17:00.000+08:00

how am I gonna survive another one of those Horrible Things.
thanks Laogong for the Bear(: Love it. sho Cute. [like Me.] {just joking.}
sigh. I'm bored. I think I shall go play KoL.
and I love bugbears. they're interesting. the person who does animation for KoL rocks.(: Big Time.
I hate being bored. it's kinda like slacking without the Slack. Lame.
But. That's. Me. (:

(:!!!

2004-12-15T11:06:00.000+08:00

So Ocean's Twelve how, Jolyn? (: hurhur can't wait to watch it. mmm.
haha! my knee is colourful! purple all around. mmm bruises are funfun! I'm masochistic. pokepokepokepokepoke mmm funfun. hurhur jiejie it's fun. mmm. and got small scratches too. too bad they're not big scratches.
Der. 88 does go to Toa Payoh Interchange. =P poofy. (:
I'm really bored yeah. sigh.
): mmm nothing much to write about larh.
still missing you. hurry up and come back home yeah?(:

erp.

2004-12-13T08:21:00.001+08:00

Margaret Teng is a dumdum. (:
hmmm. I'm groggy. just woke up 15 mins ago. finished reading the papers and washing up and stuff. hurhur.
and there's no-one online that's interesting to talk to except the aforementioned Marge.
ladeedum.
ah. and this is thus dedicated for my dear Marge.
halo. You're broody and kinda like always thinking hard when I see you. Good or bad I don't know larh. But if you're like about to cross the road then it's BAD. and you always never take good care of yourself. which is bad. But you're cute(!) and amusing when you're angry. We get along well(?) which is good(?) and you're always online when I am! which is good! cos I can talk to you and not get bored.( something to do with the dry humor and sarcasm I bet. which I do to you too.(: which is FUNFUN!!!) mmm yesh. so I <3>
jiejie hurry come back. it's tough to miss you. and I don't really like writing e-mails. poof. I prefer hugging!(: but you're not here so I can't hug you. btw, erjie gave me a cute pelly soft toy.'cos she was discarding stuff. aiyah. come back soon kay. ): tho since the plane tix are pre-booked you can't do that. eeyur! it's so boring at home I'm gonna get bored to tears and by the time you come back the wall will be bored through because I'm gonna bore at it and why am I so lame I dunno but I must get prosthetics soon otherwise I won't be able to move around and blahblahblah miss you! <3>

erp.

2004-12-13T08:21:00.000+08:00

badbad munkey is Mojo Jojo.

2004-12-11T16:01:00.000+08:00

ah.
PPG.
eeyur.
jiejie hasn't emailed me back yet. why?! eeyur.
went shopping @ Body Shop for laoshi's gift.
and now all because AnYing refused to be the scent tester I've got a fusion of weird scents on my hand. and the papaya scent is the worst. Papaya Oil Mist. ewwww.
ah.
Moonflower. (: nicenicenice! hurhur 'cos it's jiejie's scent. and I personally like it too.
I wanna COMPLAIN.
my knee hurts 'cos of the momo bouncin' on it ystd morning when I was sleeping like a pig. I doubt it's gonna heal so soon.
when I came home just now, I saw the momo sitting on the couch and she's still there and when I saw her I wanted to faint because she was stark naked except for her underclothes. and she's shaving. can't she do that in the toilet? eyesore man. I wanna cry. oh mann, someone save me please. and if I wanna watch TV later I've got to turn around. well sooner or later I've got to. oh man oh man someone help me.
my hand hurts from all that typing.
moonflower(: wheehee!

!

2004-12-10T09:50:00.000+08:00

I'm getting really bored.
jie, reply my e-mail.
someone bounced on my knee while I was sleeping today. turned out to be the elephant!!! and now my stupid knee hurts. argh. this is bad.
KoL is not loading, hurry up please.
someday I'm gonna explode.
let's see.
not today...maybe tomorrow? who knows?
sigh.
boring.
I don't like both Joss Stone and JoJo. weak voices.
ah. Red Hot Chili Peppers. (:
ladeedum.
miss you.

stupid internet connections.

2004-12-09T13:15:00.000+08:00

confound it.
stoopid internet connection arh. eejit man. so S L O W.
yeah?
jiejie.
ewepwhant is being stupid and her pronunciation is hilarious.
Lindsay Lohan = Lind-a-see Lohan.
and more...
sigh.
mommy is a dumdum! hurhur. because lorh. and jiejie the internet connection sucks.
and I like this song!(: and more.
I don't want to miss a thing - Aerosmith
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you are far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
Where a moment spent with you is a moment I treasure,
(Chorus)I don't want to close my eyes,
I don't want to fall asleep,
Cause I miss you baby,
And I don't want to miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you,
the sweetest dream will never do,
I still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating,
And I wondering what you are dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you are seeing,
Then I kiss your eyes and thank god we're together,
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever and forever forever
(Chorus)
And I don't want to miss one smile,
I don't want to miss one kiss,
I just want to be with you right here with you,
Just like this,
I just want to hold you close,
I feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment,
For all of the rest of time
(Chorus)

how sweet.(:

KO.

2004-12-09T10:01:00.000+08:00

ah. someone did not bring her clothes into the shower. AGAIN.
damn.
my poor eyes.
the towel isn't big enough, you see.
too much exposure of fat from the elephant = major eyesore.
jiejie is so lucky she isn't in S'pore.
well...anyway, at this time on a weekday...I doubt she would be awake yet. oh well. she's still lucky.
ah. I want to see my kallie monster.(: haven't seen her for a week(?) who knows. I have no idea when it comes to time.
argh sheesh.
used up all my 100+ adventures for KoL. and now I can't earn meat.
and tho I've got the chef-in-a-box now, I have no idea how to utilize it.
well. the solution would be...to turn up online the same time as Jo.
which is...easy(?) If she goes online larh.
argh.
I want jiejie. ): harumph.
bish.arhbish.bam!
Der is the silliest billiest goo-goo ever. (:

ouch.

2004-12-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

No-one can be more klutzy than me.
erm. klutzier?
nah.
my poor toes. at the rate I stub them everyday, they're gonna break in record time. ):
eeyur.
Julianne Moore is very fun! (: hurhur.
KoL is not loading.
LOAD.FASTER.HURRY.
shall go and play KoL now.(:
or at least when it loads.
candy canes!!!(:

ah.

2004-12-04T14:08:00.000+08:00

my knee.
I am a klutz!
is that a cause to celebrate?
anyway I've got so much food and snacks at home that I'm piling on the pounds. honest.
Yes.
Margaret "I'm a bimbo if you are nice, sweet and innocent" Teng IS a bimbo.
'cos I AM NICE, SWEET AND INNOCENT. don't puke.
I REALLY AM.
why doesn't anyone believe me?): harumphy.
ah.
and if jiejie's reading this:
<3>
yesh.
duh.

BoingEEEE

2004-12-03T13:04:00.000+08:00

BoingEEE!!!
ah. chocs and sweets.
too much sugar.
too much caffeine.
and I am NOW HIGH!!!
and I shall continue being high for erm....
AWHILE!!!
ah.
well.
who wants to watch movies with me?
erm movies I want(ed) to watch arh...
~~The Incredibles~~
~~Shutter~~
National Treasure (!!!)
~~The Forgotten~~
Ocean's Twelve (!!!!)
erm...can't think now.
too high.
BOINGEEEE!!!

Me and Mrs. Jones.

2004-12-02T10:22:00.000+08:00

SLY SPOILT BON JOVI'S SONG. DAMN.
An Jing was NOT SUITABLE for Sly's vocals ystd. because he had screamed himself silly with his rendition of It's My Life. damn.
TAUFIK!!! EEEE!!! Me and Mrs. Jones was NICE. NICE. NICE. YAYY!!! I'm so glad he won.
If Sly hadn't been in the finals, and if it was Oli, maybe the competition would be tougher for Taufik. but EEEE! I like Me and Mrs. Jones as done by him. EEE!
got lots of YUMMY(: chocs from Chocz.
This means that I will be high for a few days. (:
so people should watch out.
being high involves boingingboinging around and going boingboing!!! at the top of my voice.
whee!
how funn.
YAYY!(:

silly.

2004-12-01T15:35:00.000+08:00

I am not naughty.
Contrary to popular belief, I am NICE. SWEET.and INNOCENT.
Eeyur is Eeyore's friend.
I can't stop being lame until my prosthetics are fitted.
Aggravate is not a BEEG word.(:
watched Strawberry Shortcake at Kallie's house ystd. she was cranky and sick. and so we had to humour her. watched it with her. hmmm. it's quite nice. my sisters used to watch it when they were young.
ARGH!
KALLIE'S SO CUTE IN UNIFORM!!!
'cos she's in playschool now. and her uniform is green! and too beeg for her! which shows her cuteness 'cos she's small, but she's really solid and nice to hug!EEE! SO CUTE!!!
I'm crazy over her larh. but she really is cute. but a bit irritating sometimes. and Noreen is cute too! got beeg beeg beeg eyes for a baby of abt 2 months. and she's pretty. and she likes to move her feet and pout and she's oh so cute and if I squeal anymore I shall really have no voice left and I really ought to sleep 'cos I've got a headache and it's just that I can't get to sleep so I'm blogging and
I can't punctuate.):

wheehee.

2004-11-29T10:54:00.000+08:00

ladeedum.
am I really neurotic?
anyway I prefer to think of myself as spastarded.
wheehee.
ooh and I've got a cute plaster(:

aiyah.

2004-11-25T20:02:00.000+08:00

KoL!!!
argh.
keep getting trashed for no reason. This sucks.):
EEYUR.
I am turning into a grump!(: ): that's better.
I ~~cute~~ cut my hair! wahaha.

heeheehee.

2004-11-24T20:14:00.000+08:00

eeyur.
so full of prawns. and it's all the fault of les idiotes a la ma maison. 9 prawns at one go man. tough.
I hate to be in stitches;
don't want to be stitched;
and hate to stitch.
The only thing connected with the word STITCH that I like is STITCH from Lilo and Stitch. EEYUR! SO CUTE!!!
...
SNORT.
pig me!

hurhur.

2004-11-23T22:11:00.000+08:00

Callie the li'l cute one.
*^_______^*
EEE! SHE'S SO CUTE!!!
hurhur.
she enjoys torturing me. and saying "jiejie pish(pls.) I want to shee cwab cwab."
and so I have to carry her to look at all the zhichar fish and crabs and lobsters.oh. and the frogs.
and she won't have enough of it.
= 15 minutes of lobsters, fish, frogs and crabs.
sigh.
and she's whiny sometimes):
but overall, she is a li'l cute girl!
I like blankets. they're a nice place to seek solace in. (:
-SNORT-.

play that funkin' music.

2004-11-23T10:14:00.001+08:00

Oli's song.
has been in my mind and repeating itself for don't know how long already.
I think I shall promptly go mad.
MAD.
rarrr.
I'm crazy.
ohwell.
ladeedum.

play that funkin' music.

2004-11-23T10:14:00.000+08:00

Oli's song.
has been in my mind and repeating itself for don't know how long already.
I think I shall promptly go mad.
MAD.
rarrr.
I'm crazy.
ohwell.
ladeedum.

Muffin.

2004-11-22T21:27:00.000+08:00

hmm.
according to my mom, mafia members aren't called the mafia. they're called muffins.hurhur.
Rui En sucks.
and now my mom is singing weird songs.
the wonders testosterone can do.
I want my play-dough please(:

mmm.

2004-11-22T10:19:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!! SHIT. WHY DOES THIS THING ERASE
ITSELF REPEATEDLY?
EDNA MODE TOTTERS!!!
so cute! (: hurhur.
Char is gonna be tortured by those li'l kids.(:

senility has struck again.

2004-11-21T23:01:00.000+08:00

sigh. senile dementia.
eeyur.
I keep forgetting what I want to say.
I remembered!
I saw Chen Huihui at Shaw Plaza ystd. She was right infront of me on the escalator on the way to the cinema. I think she was gonna watch The Forgotten.
hurhur. she's so teeny! so cute! hurhur.
by the way, Der is cute too. (:
-wink wink nudge nudge-
advertisement board me
(:

):

2004-11-21T22:28:00.000+08:00

why.
I don't think I will ever understand.
anyway.
what colours represent your feelings?
happy- erm...black! (: yayy!
sad- blue
angry- green
disgusted- red
eeyur. I don't know larh. I hate this whole thing. eeyur. why the speed-dial up so slow?!
sigh.

Werewolves of folklore differ greatly from modern
renditions seen in movies and shows. People
believed there were many ways to become
werewolves, such as drinking rainwater
collected in a wolf's pawprint, eating meat
gnawed on by a wolf, or being born with a full
set of teeth or covered in a caul. And unlike
movie werewolves, werewolves of old were
oftentimes harmless and highly honorable!
As a werewolf, you are loyal, strong and honorable,
and you will protect all you hold dear with
your very life. Although you are not a violent
individual at heart, you will fight for what
you believe in. You are a good friend and truly
are a wonderful person to be around.

Who is your inner Shapeshifter?
brought to you by Quizilla
ladeedum
hurhur.
I'm dangerous.

why.

2004-11-21T19:29:00.000+08:00

why:
- fish again? I'm gonna turn into one soon. *kissylips*-blurbblurb- see? I'm one.
- can't she understand me?
- is it that some people are always so self-righteous and stubborn? (I'm one too. ):)
- can't my questions ever be answered?
this whole thing is shit.
of course.
what can be expected? I don't know.
finished reading the Da Vinci Code.
hmmm. nice book. I like these kind of books.
watched the Incredibles ystd. hmmm. I like it! It's very cool. I love Dash and Jack Jack. (: heehee so cute! whee.
spastico

brrr.

2004-11-20T10:02:00.000+08:00

It's like 1005 hrs in the morning.

and my mom has been forcing me to wake up for don't know how long previously.
eeyur.
and it's cold.
I wanna sleep in.
it's nice to sleep in in this kind of weather.
chcking for Hols work now.
and I just saw something.
Sec2 Holiday Homework 2005.
teachers who have put homework in the workbin:
CHAN.(!!!EEYUR!!!)
LIM GEOK HWA.(!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!)[ok maybe she's not that bad.*crosses fingers.*
Choo Siew Bee.(Hmmm. whossat?)
Adeline Ng.( wait. Is she the this yr's 106's teacher?!*freaks out.*
WHAT THE?! why so much ERP and CRP work? commonwealth essay?!
damn man. damn.
and it's all CHAN'S WORK.
HELP!!!
ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.
ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.

WHY ME?!

buhbye.

2004-11-19T22:08:00.000+08:00

BUHBYE OLI.
),:
sigh.
why the Final Three? sigh I wish all of them could win and split everything.
Poor Oli. ):
anyway tt spps'd cry face looks more like a face with a mole and there's hair sprouting outta it. ):
eeyur.
poor poor Oli.
sigh.
can't get over the fvcking taotai.
):
eeyur.
eeyur.
TSK.

Spastico.

2004-11-19T13:07:00.000+08:00

Well.
Spastico people like me watch spastic stuff.
and hey mann, this is cute.
http://www.muffinfilms.com/finale.html
Margaret Teng, please go and adjust your post bout me according to my comments =P
wheehee.
Egoist me.
mmhmmm.
Me the chauvinistic pig!
*oink*
but yes, Marge, go alter it (: heehee jk.
WHAT?! ADRIAN CHAN'S GONNA TEACH US NEXT YR AND IS A POSSIBLE CONTENDER FOR THE FORM TEACHER SEAT?!!!! NO!!! I WANT MS. OW!!!
EEYUR. DOWN WITH CHAN. EEYUR.EEYUR.EEYUR.
I hate him more than I hate fish.

I hate fish.

2004-11-19T10:46:00.000+08:00

eeyur.
fish!!!
fish for like 2 weeks already, and my mom still wants to cook somemore fish.
CHICKEN.
I need chicken.
eeyur.
I HATE FISH.
It's disgusting. and I don't like fish skin especially, regardless of whether it's steamed or fried.
eeyur.eeyur.eeyur. why me. why fish. sigh.
hmmm. Der is gonna set up a new blog. *yayy* (for her larh 'cos I don't have to set up a blog about her *ahem* and stuff.) hurhur. and now she can talk abt her *ahem* in her own blog in her own context. ain't that great?(:
I keep saying cute hair. NONO! it's cut hair larh, what shiot. sigh. I think I've got a phobia of hair cuts. because I'm scared tt they'll turn out horrible. darnit.
ladeedum.
(:
whee.

BORED.

2004-11-19T09:21:00.000+08:00

B-O-R-E-D!!!
BORED.
BORED.
BORED.
I think there aren't any similies.
I'M BORED.
sigh.
SIGH.

ladeedum.

2004-11-17T19:46:00.000+08:00

eeyur.
I HATE READYMADE TUNA SPREAD FROM CANS!!! RARRR.
yuck. I want tunamayo sanwiches homemade!!! damn. third time eating tuna sandwiches for breakfast in two weeks.yuck.
yayy! spaghetti(hopefully bacon and mushroom) for dinner! ladeedum.
my mom has just forced Coke on me. not in the mood to drink Coke larh. eeyur. darnit.
stoopid clumsy me.
I keep tripping over my own feet.
It's unbelievable how stoopid I am.
then again, maybe not.
had stoopid gastric pangs today. damn. I can't eat breakfast larh. used to already. don't want don't want don't want!
hotcake me.

eeyur.

2004-11-16T23:06:00.000+08:00

talk about being an "idiot", and a "klutz".
see? crossword freaks would be proud of me.(no offence bout the freak part)
(five lettered word to describe a stoopid or clumsy person)
ladeedum.
I went to GV Tampines ystd.
and I thot the aisles were like J8's -- sloped.-- so I plonked down and I realised there were steps and I just missed them.
which goes to say:
I BUSTED MY BLOODY KNEE AGAIN!

Passing By by Thomas Ford.

2004-11-15T20:47:00.000+08:00

There is a lady sweet and kind,
Was never face so pleased my mind;
I did but see her passing by,
And yet I love her till I die.

Her gesture, motion, and her smiles,
Her wit, her voice, my heart beguiles.
Beguiles my heart, I know not why,
And yet I love her till I die.

Cupid is winged and doth range,
Her country so my love doth change:
But change she earth, or change she sky,
Yet I will love her till I die.

Isn't this beautiful?

Time Crisis 2

2004-11-15T20:37:00.000+08:00

Halo!
ladeedum.
went to watch The Forgotten today with Jolyn and Clover/XinLi. hmmm. it's a quite-well directed film. Julianne Moore rocks. I don't like the antagonist tho. go watch and find out yourselves. I shan't be a spoiler. hmmm. tho I think Audrey Tautou is better. Audrey Tautou. Amelie and He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not lead actress. woah. this gurl is so good, she psyched me out with He Loves Me. 'cos she's the psycho in her own twisted world, and the plot rocks.(btw, if you want to know what she looks like, go look at Life! the last page. she got on for fashion miss.)
afterwards, we went to play. I can do Marvel vs Capcom only. using Wolverine and Venom. I'm better at using Wolverine and Venom than others. Jolyn is good at Gambit and War Machine. with War Machine she always uses Proton Gun. but I can beat her with Venom Web. *cackles* and then she went on to play Time Crisis 2 later. she always targets and shoots at the bum of people. show her cheekopekishness again! eevil weevil. imagine having to extract all the bullets from up there later. ouch.
I am such a sadist. I can laugh at sad parts in The Forgotten, and I can crack lame jokes. well.
I'm so lame, I've got two wooden legs, crutches, and I'm gonna get a wheelchair if I can get the money.
meanwhile, I shall put all those on, don my red nose and silly floppy shoes and go amuse people with my lameness. taa.*bimb wave.*
Marvel vs CapCom. =]

piggin' out.

2004-11-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

Ladeedum.
eeyur. I'm going to turn into a big fat pig. *oink* for that fact. just finished eating Mac's. McWings, fries, nuggets, coke. just 1 1/2 hrs after dinner? no I'm not kidding. eeyur. I'm gonna become a big fat pig. the snorting factor was automatically computed in like exactly 5 months, 3 weeks, 4 days and 30 minutes and 7 seconds ago. oh what a lame thing to type.
so excuse me while I paint myself stereotypically pink, put my little snout on, tape on that curly tail with lotsa bouncy-tude, and well put my trotters on, get on to all fours and start oinking. *oinkoink* there you go. piggy me.
ladeedum.
and my mom was complaining about how she only eats less than 10 fries a year...and telling me not to eat so much junk while she was munching on nuggets( I think she ate 5 or 6...compared to my 3 or 4) and drinking up my coke. harumphy. why do adults think that what they say carries more weight than our own opinions just 'cos they've more experience in life (or for that matter
some have less...oh well) or sumthing? it's like you say something and they go like "yeahyeah"(there you go Ms. Ow.). I hate it when adults patronise me. it feels like whatever statement I'm trying to make is dumb and they're the ones who are right. but it's sorta a karma thingy I guess since we often do that to them.
ladeedum.
D'oh. and more of them 'cos I'm so lame and that can't be changed. ):

mwahhahaha.

2004-11-14T18:37:00.000+08:00

I'm becoming senile. honest. I keep forgetting what I wanna say and do.
I'm demented. eeyur. I was demented long ago. but I just am getting more and more so. bear with me. =] ladeedum.
hurhur. look at this!
(:L this is a loser smiley face.
(:o this is an angelic smiley face.
(:k this is a smiley suffering from a bad hair day. (aww poor guy.)
>**<>
eeyur. why?! why am I so lame?! eeyureeyureeyur.
it's Jay Chou. not Jay Chow. eeyur.
my mom is cooking EEEky stuff for dinner.
Je deteste mock-luncheon.
bleugh.
I need to go study my french.
ladeedum.
I'm still lame. D'oh.

wah.

2004-11-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

time. abt 2220hrs.
I went to sleep at 1900hrs. for no reason 'cos I was feelin' bored and yeah I was kinda tired.and I woke up promptly at 2200hrs. hurhur. I think my internal clock is going bonkers. silly billy goo-goo.
ms. sia is bonkers too. what's wrong with her. so fussy. I already changed into sch uniform lorh. my shoes are 60%(or mebbe less heehee) white, and she MADE ME GO HOME AND CHANGE SHOES?! what's her problem. it's not fair lorh, others get to don't need to change.[clears throat pointedly and glares at Louise](no larh actually her shoes can't really tell that they're pink and white so erm good for her) and what if some poor soul happens to live 2hrs away from sch and thus abt 2 1/2hrs away from Macpherson ITE? then by the time this certain poor soul reaches Mapherson after a change and even if she takes a cab, she'll only reach there at the end of the whole presentation.and ms. sia is obviously not very smart arh. I mean me and Ness went back to my house to change shoes and then we rushed there and she was like" oh you changed your shoes." then what did she think? we went to partayyy issit? D'oh.
hurhur. Jeassea is very pretty.even tho she's got fake eyelashes.(there Der. your point.) my point: she's very nice and patient. I mean you go shopping or to support your fellow Idol contestants and then you get trapped btwn a railing and a horde of ppl...signatures for one hour. and she was still nice, enthu and all smiles. yay. uncranky! and unfrumpy. too bad the three others were gone by the time we reached.
I spy with my little eye...celery in the fridge. therefore I am determined to avoid that putrid vegetable for as long as methinks me can. eeyur. haha I shall give the celery to the meows downstairs? heehee. my sis is watching a damn spas show and the guy is making a damn spas sound. he wanted to sound like an ambulance but he sounds like and incontinent cat. and he asked a stupid qstn to the gurl. "do you like blueberries or strawberries?" then the gurl asked him why. and he told her,"so I can know why one (not?) to buy." ah duh-uh.
Zeena didn't know what a Wonderbra was. my explanation:
some people have no assets and it's to help assetise them.
how lame.
D'oh.

asian pop?hurhur.

2004-11-11T21:25:00.000+08:00

Fish again for breakfast today. fried fish. bleugh.
was gambling the whole day todayy. went to my cousin's house to play mahjong! hurhur. I won! wahahahahaha.
Singapore Idol. sly+an jing? hmmm. sounded weird coming from him larh harh. but one thing I'm glad about is that there is no more Leandra. wheehee. Olinda is damn zai larh but her fanbase not very good lehh why arh. sigh. she will get the boot after either Daphne or Taufik. but Taufik has strong "backing". wahh.
The Forgotten horh ppl. 1250 @ Plaza Sing.
A*Do sucks. constipatedness seems to affect people lyk Jerry Ong and him. hmmm. seems lyk a case of very BAD singing larh. wah sh!t what crap am I talking?
eek. =[
was watching Happy Tree Friends just now larh. so gory. but it's funny in a sadistic way and I am a self-proclaimed sadist. goody.
it's spas too! lyk me. and Char. and oh well, spas people lorh.
CRAP. D'oh.

EEEvile doctor AND fish.

2004-11-08T18:43:00.000+08:00

Eeyur. What's wrong with my fingers today? CAN'T TYPE PROPERLY. must be the EEVILE DOCTOR'S FAULT. mmm yarh. here's what he did hokkayy.
I went to the doctor's clinic ystday larh. then my sis shunbian ask him to check my "spoilt" pinkie. so he took the pinkie. *squeezesqueeze* "Does this hurt?" mmhmmmmmhmmmhmmm.
*squeezesqueezemore* "How about this?" mmhmmmhmmmmhmmm. D'oh. then he went on, "How long have you been playing?" 'cos my sis told him bout me being in bball larh. so I told him this yr, and then he went,"You'll get used to it *thumps pinkie* after a while*thumpthump*, play longer and it'll*thump* no longer hurt." why thank you very much. you just made it hurt more. eevile weevil.
and then the fish.
argh. If I see fish again I shall break down into tears.
Fish porridge for breakfast ystd. Fish porridge for breakfast today. Fish slices for dinner!!!
what's more, the fish is like gooey and sticky. like there's dissolved flour on it. eeky texture.
yesh I know, fish is good for my brain, and I NEED that. but fishfishfishfishfish?! eeeeeeekkkkkkk.
my mom forces me to eat eeky fish porridge. eeky fish. eek. just because I'm sick. I WANT MY CHICKEN CHOP!!! MCSPICY DOUBLE! NUGGETS!!! JUNK!!! LJS!!! *bawlbawlbawl.*
and everytime I cough then I have to blow my nose cos the mucus goes up etc. sordid details harh. no larh can't say sordid here right? fine. disgusting stuff.
is my blog eccentric? hurhur.

^________^cheesecake.

2004-11-07T11:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY B'DAE TO VALVAL and ANYING!!!
ok. tt done, we shall proceed.
I'm pathetically sick. again. aiyah chamm larh. hee. but I've got an MC tho. I doubt those work with laoshi and trng. shall see, but according to my doctor, I cannot train, OR ELSE. hurhur. slacker me. badbad.still hav to train larh. eek. how awful.
the P6s are damn good. shucks. now we all have to train damn hard and improve or else. laoshi's biased.
some people talk crap. I can't stand listening to them. shall roll my eyes @ them.
talking bout rolling eyes, *ahem* whom I don't lyk rolls her eyes @ ppl. @ us. slander slander slander blahhblahh.
read The Shah of Blah! a good book larh harh.
aiyah I'm crapping too.
CHEESECAKE! my sis ordered cheesecake samplers (20!!!) frm Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf and they taste oh so good! and I get to eat 5! I hope. the original one tastes best tho. and later there's Val's b'dae cake. mmm wahhahahahaha.shall grow FAT eating cake. but shall grow fat happily.
momm can't object to me eating cake even with this cough 'cos the doctor says I can eat cake! w00t!!! ladeedum. guzzle guzzle guzzle. greedy fat pigg me. oh yeah. Cheesecake here I come.
cheesy.
what a lame pun.

da dee dum...

2004-11-03T20:45:00.000+08:00

it's amazing how bored one can get.
WOW.
boredom is fascinating.
I'm weird.
I know.
but oh heck.
my spoilt pinkie is twice the size of my unspoilt one.
wah.
quite scary.
it's red, stiff, and unbendable.
oh what shit.
I can't type properly and fast enough now.
so irritating.
Der. and Friday.
shall not say anymore.
hmmm.
oh well who cares shall go buy flowers on Fri.
lala.
I'm really bored.
it's tellable.
boring myself to tears is fun mann.

dumdumdum

2004-11-03T14:11:00.000+08:00

aiyah shit larh. my old email acc.s are ALL CLOSED. hmmm. training with the P6s is generally OK-er than usual larh. slacker. and I got another shade darker. but it doesn't matter 'cos I can't get sunburnt. I never do. mebbe has sth to do with my original skin colour pigmentation crap larh.
dumdumdum. heehee. Ms. A used to say tt last yr during drama pracct.
lala. eek. according to Der, my finger is spoilt. I need a new pinkie. anyone's got pinkies up for grabs? how lame can I get? I guess there's no limit to my lameness. One day you might just get bored to death by me and my friend Lame.
I'm boring myself out. shall go sleep later larh if I really get darn irritated about how bloody bored I am now. sigh.
two more days of Choral Night.
two more lousy debriefs.
shag me.

i hate that stoopid woman

2004-11-01T21:34:00.000+08:00

argh what shit. stoopid lee xiaohui. don't care her already larh. so marh farn and picky. she might make us wear skirts tmr. major freak. make-up? eek. the skirt is enough already to make me puke. eew. darn it larh stoopid woman. what's wrong with jeans? duh nothing right? D'oh.
'Neway, I'm dying of having to memorise that stoopid emcee script but I guess I'm done larh. Lee Xiaohui= eekeekeekstoopidfreek.
happy chocolates. endorphin factor siah.
Der, Cindy and Mellissa have nice nice nice signatures.
I dun really like Eva.
but that's me. -___-" argh.
btw, me thinks me will never ever ever wanna see another Lee Xiaohui freek.
eeek.
freeek.
I'm being lame and repetitive.
Do teachers really have a limited list of lyk comments to put in report books? 'cos me thinks Ms. Ow has one. she ought to add more tho. too limited liao. WRY SENSE OF HUMOR CRAP.
hey c'mon, she said I exudeth quiet confidence and steadiness, and that I contributeth GOOD(?!) insights during active discussions in class.
mais methinks she is outta her mind. Earth to Ms. Ow.

tsk.

2004-10-31T22:02:00.000+08:00

hurhur. Marianas Trench. Claire? hurhur.
I'm on a winning streak. w00t. *rubs hands and cackles*
can't remember what I wanna talk about.
just got back frm Jayne's stay over.
I lyk March(sp?) hee. her dog. Jolyn would love him, 'cos both of them know how to cheekopek. mmhmmm. they all siao one larh. talk abt skinnydipping. oh yeah. hur.lalala.
just finished watching this ugly women become chio bu show.
think momo should go for it.
at least that can save me from having nightmares every night. ya know.
she's so hiao.
preening infront of the mirror when she's got nothing to do.
sickening.
bleugh.
marianas trench.
harpin' on it , yeah.
cackle. cackle. cackle.
Der and her *ahem*.
wink wink wink.
no, that was not an eye spasm.
how lame."
gruesome twosome of the eyerolling fac.

so there.

2004-10-29T21:48:00.000+08:00

ooh. poor chrissypoo. *rolls eyes* good riddance to bad rubbish ya noe.*wink*
i think the order of the people kenna out-ing tt I want to see is lyk tt.
Leandra *bleugh*
Chris*Poo
Daphne
Taufik?
Sly?
Olinda?
rarrr. badbad Yue Chin. and Mel. go see Sly, harumph.
I want.
stoopid Jolyn Ang. I'm not jealous. 'cos I have Claire and Mel and Char( I guess( Char?!))
mmm.
Seow Yan Ling
Chew Shi Jun
ahem,
ahem,
AHEM.
say anymore and she'll bash me up.
*zips lips*
hey tt rhymes! w00t!
*flounce flounce, airhead wave*
taaa!

sly!

2004-10-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

Sly's song was VERY NICE! hee. I lyk his very sha gua smile. mmmm nicenicenicenicenice.
MR. MUNKEYY!!! wheewheewhee. this is so OOP.
i think Leandra's voice is very one pattern. very disgusting.
Daphne looks weird.her voice is so whiny. eek.
i'm bored.

I didn't ponn sch today OK.

2004-10-28T18:34:00.000+08:00

I am a good li'l gurl.
I do not ponn school.
tho I'm itching to.
Have to preserve my nice, sweet and innocent li'l gurl image.
hur. how lame.
got stomach flu.
this is the self-pitying part.
I had a 38.4 fever this morning= I don't really feel tt good.
the emcee in charge person is rushing me for the emcee scripts.
I have no idea how to do it.
someone help me.
haha
my monster needs black stockings.
have got some. ok. one pair.
but i need one more.
someone gimme one more pair?please.
haven't had the time to make it. sick marh.
I spent half the day lying in bed.
'cos everytime I tried to sneak outta room, my mom would force me back in bed. rarrrr.
no-one's online.
i'm bored.
and my mom is out.
which means tt I can eat junk! hahaha.
see.
tt is how much I dun care abt how I feel now.
just eat and eat and eat.
consequences come later. lalala.
according to Jolyn, I look scarier than my monster costume. the monster costume is cute. I'm scary. hmmm. sounds ok what. sigh. she's so evil, unlike me. I'm nice sweet and innocent. taa.
I'm singing in the rain, offkey. how lame.

funfun.

2004-10-26T21:00:00.000+08:00

hurhur. Just for the sake of ponning tt Lau biotch's speech training, I went to NP with Jolyn, Lyn and Joelynn for the stoopid Innovation and Design workshop. hmmm. quite bo liao. 'cos they were basically just plugging NP in the stuff they showed us. then latr we had hands-on and it was fun. light sensor. i brought it home! haha funfun. I showed my mom and she was impressed by the way it worked. she silly. she thot I made it. as in the whole thing. no larh. all we did was to solder the wires on. so tt everything's connected. hmmm. overall I guess the thingy is good 'cos we're going for tt comp and nxt yr, I wanna do IvP so we can use back the same thing. since we're required to submit a report for the comp, which means next year if we use the same thing, we dont have to do anything for the rest of the yr while others slog their guts off, wahaha.
Mrs Sandy Tan is weird, I think. granted, she is quite nice. "Either you tuck in your shirts or you take them off!" *groan.lame* hur. she talks to the cars in front of her. I don't know for what, but it really is weird. hmmm. Mac's Cappucinno Macflurry is nice. we stopped past a drive-by 'cos we were all hungry after the thing. haha. mmm.
Mrs Tan was spsd to bring Sec3s, but they were not in sch. and anyway she said nxt yr they're gonna be Sec4s, so not much of a point. Alors, she told us to pretend to be "young-looking Sec3s." how amusing. then later she changed her mind...talked to some lecturer about how we were GEP Sec1s. then for the rest of the day, the lects were cooing over us and lyk giving us a lot of help, as if we were 'tards, and then all of them kept saying "Sec1 only!" argh.
haha. Jolyn is VERY CUTE. the guy asked us to go into the room and eat, lyk dun stay outside during teabreak, 'cos he was afraid tt we would feel tired standing. then we said it was very cold. so he said "ok, I go and lower it." then we continued talking. suddenly tt Jolyn was lyk "No! cannot lower, will become colder larh..." haha. so irrelevant.
I am LAME.

I'm sorry.

2004-10-25T20:58:00.000+08:00

I tried.
I can't.
I'm sorry.
I'm dumb.
No matter how hard I try, I can't seem to get there.
I know.
I 've gotta work harder.
I'm working as hard as I can.
But I still can't.
One day.
ehh.
those notti people arh. DON'T PETITION. maybe I haven't made myself clear enough.
here ya go. DON'T PETITION.
so.
is that BETTER?
why lorh.
ms. Ow is nice.
I used to think she wasn't but she really is damn nice ok. and she tolerates my nonsense. therefore I conclude, no can do, we cannot do away with Ow.
I'm stoned. so damn tired.
baby cousin came over= tonight cannot make noise; tomorrow morning also= must be alert. midnight got baby wake you up.
lalala.
my sis is going gaga over her. hmmm. she's damn cute larh .
i feel like shit.
i am.
you know what? ever since *ahem*, I have been highly d*word*. as if it's nice.
oh fviok.
DON'T SIGN THE BLOODY STUPID PETITION.OR ELSE.

arsenal vs man utd.

2004-10-24T20:39:00.000+08:00

No way Arsenal is gonna lose man, Margaret Teng.
Arsenal is so gonna trash Man Utd.
bleugh you.
I wanna watch.
NO CABLE!!!
so stoopid marge suggested the Kopitiam, with all the ubiquitous(am i spelling it right?) cheekopeks. eek.
I rather watch it at home if I had cable, make a whole hell lot of noise, wake everyone up, than go to a kopitiam to watch it. 'cos I might fall asleep at the kopitiam.
arsenal rocks my world. I swear if Gary Tang puts them down again, I'm gonna bash him.
hmm. the Real Madrid vs Valencia match? real has really come a long way, from the bad start to a better performance now.
after all, since Real has all the damn zai players, I don't see why they can't buck up and then they will WIN.
Zidane. Figo. what a good pair lorh. esp. Figo, he's a very good player. very good at possession.
Raul? he really has improved. i think he's finally putting his potential to good use. his possession is good. and he can really tackle and pass.
Owen? has proved that he really can do well in Real.
Beckham arh. still forever lyk shit. Man Utd. is better off without him, but they're still sucky.
the goalie. can't remember his name. he's quite competent larh.
in short, Real will go a long way if they continue playing in such good form.
Jose Mourinho and his big head.
Juventus is good. very good. duh, if not they will not stay @ the top.
oh well.
go arsenal.
arsenal rocks. shoot Gary Tang. piang. insult my team.

cheese omelettes.

2004-10-24T16:13:00.000+08:00

hmm. yummy. just had a cheese omelette. la vache qui rit. the cow who laughs. (: and bacon!!! haha. back bacon. two slices. mmm yum yum.(:
heehee.
I'm very bored. Jolyn is not online. Melly's not online. Claire's not online. No-one's online. okay fine, except Cheryl. she's amusing me. we're biotching bout ppl's blog. Kim Wakerman. tt person on Kid's Central. darnfake. her blog is...bimbotic. and erm...her skirt is uber short in sch, apparently.
hmmm. Uber. what an interesting word. I like the feel of it on my tongue.
hophophoppety-hop.
boingboingboing
bounce bounce!
haha.
I think I'm very bo liao now. as I always have been and always will be.
my mom is gossiping with my grand-aunt.
she exaggerates
and puts words in people's mouths.
I wonder how people always manage to know everything around them, esp. housewives.
Smurfs are VERY CUTE.
I like the punkstarrr smurf. the one with the tattoos! grumpy smurf is cute too.
I wonder why Smurfs are Smurfs in plural and not Smurves.
see tt's how bo liao I can get.
My finger hurts.
how pathetic.
my sister= frumpy=fat and grumpy=momo=eek get her outta my sight please.
whew. a breather at last, 'cos she's not home to flash @ people. tt means NO NIGHTMARES TODAY!!!W00T!!!

celery.again!!!!!

2004-10-23T20:41:00.000+08:00

Sigh. my mom is mad.
1) she thinks me and my sis can eat lyk 4 dishes + porridge(?!)
2)she cooked celery AGAIN.
the celery part you oredi know.
A-argh.
G-Gosh, must she cook it again?
A-argharghARGH!!!
I-Idiotic veg.
N-Not gonna eat it.
I still did eat it lorh. eekeeek.
the people @ MediaCorp can't really spell.
so is sly's name Slyvester or Sylvester.
and he can't pronounce.
Dog= Dork.
so is he doing what i tink he's doing? making a statement. larh.
haha.
white chicks.
cannot stand tt leandra.
shall blog farnily now.
* ***** ** ****** ** ** **** ****! **** * **** ***. **** *** *** ** ** **** ** * *** ***. ** *****-******** **** ****** *****.
MINZHEN is SO CUTE.
she's gonna have a BF. I'm so freakking PISSED!!!hurhur. wot'ver.

hmmm.

2004-10-22T21:00:00.000+08:00

aiyah. so what if we lost Capt's ball? Doesn't really matter eh. Nice win Char. Char is still darn ~~cute~~ CUTE(!!!) man.hee.
aiyoh. that Gary Tang. every sentence said must be enunciated with a "bloody" in the middle. "We're not playing British football. We're playing Spanish football. British teams attack and get a 3-0 score and later they realise 'Oh, we're tied 3-all now.' The Barcelona AC Milan match, did you watch it? Barcelona got a goal in at 30 minutes and the rest of the time they defended. Don't conceed goals. If you can't even defend, don't think about bloody attacking." "The Futsal goal is small, so you keep your diamond formation" blah blah blah "Hassle the player!" lalala. and I was pretending to be the goalie. So thru the BIG WAVE formation. then I was HUNGRY(after umpiring for dunnoe how long under the sun(the sun part was OK. So was the umpiring. but not some of the class, *ahem* I umpired.)), and I was bored. So I asked him if I could sit my arse down and I tink he was amused.
lalala. so sian. I'm bored. and keeping my nice sweet and innocent facade ain't tt fun.I am nice sweet and innocent. W-O-W. WOW! yeah yeah whatever. I am PISSED. lalala.
eek.eek.eek.eek.
and I shall say what's been on my mind for *bloody* long. Jolyn ish not happy if she cannot win. She wants to win everytime. when tt doesn't happen, she gets bo song and then...stuff starts happening. no larh. she not TK. this is not Carrie. I just wanna say larh Jo tt you shldn't 'cos it's dumb, you waste your saliva, and what's more there's no point. either you win or lose. if you lose, play a good game larh. anyway if you lose there's no-one to blame but yourself.
yeah. tt's all. I know tt sounded very criticising. I am not bein' a hypocrite, but NO OFFENCE.
Maia kenna out. I tink kenna out is cute. but yesh. she's out. Leandra is a pretensive biotch who is non-versatile and highly unnatural. to put it in another way, I don't lyk her.lykwise, I do not lyk Daphne also. and I cannot stand Chrissypoo. aiyoh. Sly Sly the cute smile guy should disninfect his butt when he goes home.'cos his butt kenna smacked by stoopid Chrissypoo "Shit" Lee. the jeans nemmind. 'cos it's prob not his. so if it is duh-uh he shld wash larh. if not, then you egt my drift.
I have another lover. Minzhen is SO CUTE!!!!
Leying and Minzhen rock. <3>
esp Minzhen.
stoopid biotches are fvcggin' stoopid.no offence bout the effin'. oh who cares. why be a guai li'l gurl. or at least pretend to be.eyeroll. not handroll. aiyah. lame larh.

finally.

2004-10-21T20:23:00.000+08:00

I finally finished the collation! w00h00. mewheewheeme! lala. I'm bein' bloody lame. ~~I siao~~ I'm VERY SIAO. Letsee/
Chrissypoo shld go out. He sounds constipated. lyk ~~shit~~ nice sweet innocent me can't swear...lyk fecal matter. yeah.
Daphne shld scram too. She ~~sucks~~ might seem good to others but not me. really. I don't like her. Her voice is very unnatural and very disgusting. I'm opionated. HIGHLY OPINIONATED. I know. aiyah.
Leandra. REALLY DUN LYK HER. she's eeky. I don't think she's a hao3 ren2. honestly. nice sweet and innocent people like me can tell. bcos good people lyk me have halos on their heads.
lala. my mom is into mock foods. I ~~hate~~ can't stand( good li'l gurls lyk me don't say hate. we paraphrase. use oxymorons. we are good.) mock foods. I don't really lyk the texture, but the deep fried dough thingy is quite nice. sigh. I like real meats!!! mmm. beef. beef. beef. I'm craving for a BURGER. I NEED a BURGER. *drool drool*
sigh.
I am nice sweet and innocent. hold ya head there, please don't puke. I'll get you a plastic bag. hold on! Nice sweet gurls lyk me are meant to be helpful.

beeps.

2004-10-21T13:47:00.000+08:00

I am so darned tired. can just lie on the floor and die. Honest.
hmmm. the run was OK!! haha. and the stoopid thing was tt I sprinted past lyk 10(?) people, then I walked. Everytime I did tt, 5 people ran past me. So I started sprinting past 10 people AGAIN. Funny how I was thinking of Math...munkey climbs 2 m, falls back 1 m thingy. hur.hurhur.hurhurhur. how's my attempt at cheekopek laughter? Not bad for a "first-timer" huh? hee.(:
I watch TOO MUCH TV!!! haha. I know every punchline to the comms. and I know everything they're advertising. I can memorise all the comm songs. tsk.tsk.tsk.
OK. So I cried ystd when getting the Math back. eek. Jolyn was chao evil. Didn't offer the shoulder! I thot I choped it liao. Char was better. mmmm. Char's SO CUTE!!! heehee. I shan't cry abt Math. again. tsk.
I wanna sleep. but I still have 6 HE info papers to collate for Shirley Wong. Summone has just signed on with a kinky nick. wonder who it is. but sure thing, it ain't Jolyn. sigh. so sad. if only she had a kinky nick...she could be a perfect likeness of a cheekopek. honest. the way she laffs. her eyes horh. damn scary. so lecherous. ok larh. shan't go on anymore. piang. later she bash me how? bash her back arh? cannot. so evil.
after all, I'm NICE SWEET and *ahem* INNOCENT. So...I shall not be evil. Cannot tarnish the rep!hurhur. but I don't think I'm gonna finish it...'cos I gotta go for French. so I shall finish the collation when I get back.
Flasher! who? not me. my sis. eek. you know everytime she sleeps then she flashes. and then on my way to the toilet in my mom's room can see. aiyoh. so fat. her thighs got stretch marks and lotsa cellulite. eeky. elephants are spsd to be lyk tt I guess. should get used to it. but the momoel'phant is darn scary.sigh. my house arh. is lyk a zoo. and my house is also lyk one of those kinky places. 'cos all my sisters wear really short things at home. and there's also the flashing moelephant. sigh. wo3 ming4 ku3. lalala. oh. and my arse has dents where the road we were sitting on was bumpy. oh well. mebbe I shall go moon sumone. hee. feelin' horny. hehheh.* waves hands lyk cheekopek to the comp* oh well. I'm darn lame.
the nice sweet and innocent one does an airkiss. *smack* hurhurhurhur...
SO LAME.

argharghargh.>.<

2004-10-19T19:58:00.000+08:00

I really hate this. Ms. Wong asked me to do some collation for her for 2 hrs CIP 'cos I missed the previous one. Third lang siah. Then SHE HASN'T SENT THE FILE TO ME YET. oh man, this sucks. HOW AM I GONNA DO IT THEN?! rarrrr. wah lau.
Wishlist:
DO very well for EOYs. (I dun hav to think abt this anymore 'cos I'm never gonna do well.)
forget having a wishlist. 'cos I wun hav time to fufill it. after all, I'm gonna keel over and just DIE. stoopid results. stoopid stoopid. eeek.I sound stoopid and spas. yeah yeah well alright. bear with it.
Training tomorrow ~~ouch~~ OUCH. muscle ache. cough. stoopid flu still not gone. rarraararrrrrrr.
WHERE'S THE FILE?!
was watching a psycho french movie in third lang today. wah. that girl, the lead, really freaked me out. the lead is the one in Amelie. dun lyk her face. her name is something Tau-Tou?! i think. anyway. wah. she really freaked me out with her acting. SO basically the storyline is that she suffers from erotikinesis?! or something along those lines. and imagines a love affair with this poor doctor guy. poor as in poor thing poor. aiyoh. then she damn evil. tsk. but she FREAKED me out. honestly. I don't think I dare to watch anymore pyscho shows. tho it was fun larh. MADAME!!!GIMME ACTION!!! Taxi, Taxi2, Taxi3, ROCK!!! hurhur. darnit larh. I don't know if the Taxi that is coming soon in cinemas is the Taxi I wanna watch. French movies rock. The directors are very good at manoeuvering the plots to suit their style. and all the plots areb't predictable. they're very sudden, and sometimes nicely subtle. mmmm. I lyk. hurhur. there there I sound lyk a cheekopek. I'm being spas, but Jolyn doesn't know what a cheekopek is.
EGGSANWICH!!! ~~Zeena~~ Jolyn. =) hee.

eek.eek.doubleeek.

2004-10-19T14:11:00.000+08:00

I am pissed.
lalaalala
Reading some Biotch's blog now.
eeek.
I don't want crosscountry.
this is not good.
I don't want my muscle aches. nah, Jolyn, give you. haha
cheekopekish laughter rocks!

yummy dinner

2004-10-18T21:26:00.000+08:00

My mom finally cooked nice dinner! haha. chicken wings, yummy veg...haha.
i feel like a glutton. whatever.
and I feel TIRED.DRAINED AND SAPPED OF ALL ENERGY.
quoting Homer Simpson,"Ming(Homer) sleep now."
haha. been watching too much TV. my mom's complaining about it.
*squeal* Maggie Simpson is so cute! haha.
tt Jolyn refuses to admit tt she's tired. yesh, I know the reason why you are sad...etc, but you are OVERWORKING yourself. CANNOT!!!
I hate my marks. I suck. I'm DUMB! *smacks head and moans* "I'm SO STUPID." argh.
Jolyn comes to school stoned everyday...I know, I'm sorta OOP. WOTEVER. she looks lyk she's got a hangover from booze. cannot! sleep earlier arh.
so blahblahblahblahblah, *airhead wave*, "Ming sleep now."
I still think Jolyn has got cheekopekish laughter.ha.haha.hahahaha.

celery.

2004-10-17T23:24:00.000+08:00

eek. double eek. my mom thinks the grossest things in the world are very yummy.
she cooked CELERY(!!!)
C= Choke on it and die.
E= EEEK!
L= Losing it. losing it. don't eat it.
E= EEKEEKEEK!!!
R= Retch.
Y= YUCK!
so how can anyone enjoy it? other than my weird sister.
all my sisters like weird stuff.
my big sis enjoys the garnish on things lyk soup noodles. the chinese parsley thing. and she likes celery. and she likes things with eeky smells and tastes.
my second sis lyks this kind of bitterveg. no, it isn't bittergourd, yes, it IS DISGUSTING. and I don't know anything else weird she lyks 'cos she hardly comes back for dinner. sigh. busy.
my third sis, the momoelephant a.k.a. mo-elephant or basically momo, DOES NOT lyk seafood. all she can tolerate is fish. COOKED. ewww. haha hey but that's an advantage when you wanna get rid of her 'cos you can reach out to her with crabby-smelling hands and touch her(eek.) and then she screams and does all that she can other than disinfect herself.
so yeah. well my family is dysfunctional well....so I guess I am too. well, who cares?
as long as I don't have to eat anymore disgusting vegetables. eww.
reliving the taste...RETCH. celery, she cooked.

OK.

2004-10-15T18:07:00.000+08:00

I have NO rights to be angry.
I forfeit my rights.
I'm sorry about the previous posting.
because I DON'T CARE.
anymore.

who cares anymore about this

2004-10-15T17:54:00.000+08:00

are you worth the friendship
we said to share.
to prove.
a pack of lies.
forsooth.
you took it for granted.
what's with the stoopid on and off thing?
the other people too.
were we true friends?
I was just a stoopid extra all along
why am I so pissed?
I dunnoe.
there's no point in beign angry because I don't care anymore.
or do I?
and that person
I'm biased against you.
nothing can change it
until we change our attitudes
I don't like the way you force your will onto others
it's as if they have no rights to oppose yours
everything you do is right
and anything I do is wrong
I'm sick and tired of these stoopid things
and being an idiot.
I'm not sure about our friendship.
because you lie.
why do I still care then?
reflect.

boring.-______-"

2004-10-15T11:27:00.000+08:00

In school now. In th comp lab. Just finished Eng Speech TRNG. eeks! had to strut my stuff as the monster. rarrrarrrarrr. so bo liao man. summmore he lao shi was watching so I had to be a serious, good li'l gurl. I need to be more open, she said. So I shall. after all, "I listen". I "am a good boy". hurhur. yesh. SO I'm getting myself bored to death now.
Anyway. So I did ok for third lang, but I need to know if it REALLY does take over one subject's marks. Lyk does it take over the marks of my HORRIBLE HORRIBLE HORRIBLE science and my HORRIBLE HORRIBLE math? either way I'm DOOMED. esp. for maths, 'cos my sis was chcking for me the answers and oh well letsay I'll be VERY LUCKY if I SCRAPE a PASS. so there.
eek. *wince wince* and it's lyk half and hour after eng speech TRNG oredi and Jolyn the sleepyhead has not turned up yet. Mebbe 'cos she was surfin' until too late last night. You always do, Jo. *accusatory tone* sigh. Poor girl deserves her sleep tho. anyway it's good for her tt she missed it I guess...*yawns. Now I'm starting to talk lyk...I dunnoe a SPAS IDIOT? but I AM one so what difference does it make? I have no idea man. WHOO. I type REALLY LOUDLY. No can do.yeah. so mebbe it's good tt she missed. it. I had to wear tt person's skirt as a cape. as in no, she did not strip her skirt and walk around in her underwear just so I could use tt flowery THING as a CAPE. yes, she BROUGHT it. anyways who wants to see her with her underwear only? the person who does is gonna have a nightmare man. haha
OK. so I'm dissing her. Well, too bad. and no, this is not the alter-ego speeking. this is ME.anyway...WHO WANTS TO WEAR HER SKIRT AROUND ONE'S SHOULDERS?! rarrrrrrr. bringin' out the MONSTARRR in me. lala.eeks. her skirt is really gross. NO TASTE!!! the skirt screams. wohhh. woteva.
why should I pretend to lyk doing it? I dunnoe...but I really hate it.

eek.cough syrup

2004-10-14T11:56:00.000+08:00

lemme start with being self-pitiful. letsee. hmm. fever ystd.38.3. block'd nose, running nose(how they can happen simultaneously I really have no clue=P), heavy head, cough, swollen right tonsil, inflammed throat passage. hav to take cough mixture(why can't the doctor give me cough pills instead?because they dun hav those?)eek.the pills? letsee. two for throat, one in the morning and one at night for the flu 'cos one causes drowsyness...(wotcha say I eat tt b4 going for third lang. today? fall asleep and blame it on the medicine), and the other doesn't. ermmm...one pink(!) pill for high fever and two blue(viagra?) paracetamols...eeky aforementioned cough mixture and I think the inventory ends here. oh...and of course the yummy pipagao thingy. glad to see my sis doesn't struggle lyk a dead fish when being forcefed "faster!" by my mom.haha. she goes "dripdripdrip...aiyah DRIP OREDI! FASTER OPEN UR MOUTH!!!" but of course now my sis just open her mouth and drinks it up. mmm. summone's gonna treat me lehh. haha. Cheryl's so nice. Cheryl frm third lang lah.
ok. done with self-pitying. now's mischief time! hurhur. guess what. Jolyn "the cheekopek laughter one" Ang DID the WEBSEARCH on homosexual fellatio. hmm. details cannot be put on my blog 'cos it's too steamy. afraid the comps of the ppl reading this will bust. yes. aniwae, Jolyn did the websearch. so she was pasting the thing in the MSN convo thing when my as aforementioned sister walked past. so...she was lyk, "OI. WAT IS TT." haha.
aniwae gotta do something with my lead head. oh yesh. gonna take third lang results latr. so yeah. wish this pathetic ass a little luck.
i still think Jolyn has an aptitude for cheekopeking others with her special cheekopek laff*wink wink nudge nudge*

(:

2004-10-12T22:00:00.000+08:00

haha. cheekopek-laughter-very-cute Jolyn has just *pianged* me for saying she has cheekopek laughter. but Jolyn of the cheekopek laughter does have cheekopek laughter. oh whatever. *^__________^* whee(:

llama!

2004-10-12T21:06:00.000+08:00

eek.stoopid sorethroat. and flu. rarrrarrrarr. my mom has taken it upon her to stuff "cooling" stuff down my throat, not that I mind the starfruit and watermelon.=) haha.mmm yummy.and she gave me the funny pipagao thingy. and then she crammed tt down my two elder sisters' throats. hurhur...struggling dums.
anyway.my sis was using the Net so I went to kaypoh.and she was downloading her law notes and stuff I guess. happened to catch a word. homosexual fellatio.okayy.two words. so i asked her what tt was.
Me: Jiejie...what's homo fellatio?
Sis: hmmm.can't tell you.
Me: Tell me leh...if not later I go do WebSearch...
Sis: No cannot.
Me: I go do WebSearch arh...
Sis: err...I think it's something lyk o**l ***...
heee.see!I evil. somehow when it comes to this kind of stuff arh then I can remember everything.if I transferred this skill to HW horh, surely pass everything...tsk.
Jolyn has cheekopekish laughter. "ha.haha.hahahahha..." hee=) and then aiyarh zong zhi lyk when i say funny stuff then she uses her cheekopek laughter.mmm so cute. esp.tt day when we were taking files together...=) she stuck her head into the staff room and then she was like "Mr. Ngiow?" *gestures at resource room* can we *gesture gesture* go in? *gesture* haha =) mmm cutecutecute! oh whatever.
tomorrow will be the day the partayyyy animals emerge from hiding

sian.-_________________-"

2004-10-09T19:16:00.000+08:00

eek! I'm so bored.

LALALA!
make me smile lyk tt.
*^___________________________^*

hurhur.

...

2004-10-09T13:23:00.000+08:00

eek!-Qing dynasty--why were the Chinese responsible for the outbreak of the Opium War?argh.1) superior att. towards westerners 2)high-handedness argh! [6] qstn I'm gonna get 1 mark...
rarrr. woot. watched Sky Capt. and the World of Tommorow yesterday...well...or rather early this morning. 1145pm show...haha.finished watching and then came home to read 8 days.slept late(: whee! hmm...the movie was quite good(: Jude Law(: Angelina Chiolie(: dun lyk Gwyneth Paltrow tho.eek.
haha.was bohliao just now. so I watched Meteor Garden...hmm.funfun!haha. Vaness Wu has got really pretty hair. don't lyk Barbie Hsu.yucks.act cute. oh well
to each his own.

argh wat judgement?!

2004-10-08T21:15:00.000+08:00

wah...what kinda crap is this?! David got booted out. damn. no judgement man.Jerry? constipated.for.many.months. Chrisypoo?stinks. darn man.these ppl who vote have no judgemental skills. first it was Jeassea. then now David. why are they voting ppl who can't sing in? because these ppl can't judge. and besides the only reason why Christopher is still in is because ppl tink he's cute. and Jerry's 'cos he's got many churchfrens and stuff. shit man.what kinda crap is tt? bloody...argh. darn.
but HEY!!! SLY ROCKS!!!He's got this really CUTE sha gua smile...the only problem I have is tt he changes his hairstyle too often. But he's full of SPUNK and he's got a GREAT voice. So yeah...HE ROCKS.haha(:

lalala.

2004-10-08T18:36:00.000+08:00

mmm. history? I studied for everything that came out. and I sort of anticipated what would come out, but I missed the Qing dynasty OW question 'cos I still couldn't memorise it.argh. but I'm happy(?) 'cos I managed to memorise some of the stuff that came out! finished the paper...with 3 mins to spare.so i scribbled my name etc. if we had more time...the whole class would PASS!!! haha. hope i do ok...'cos I'm depending on History...and Chinese for better marks I guess.'cos indentation for the English functional was wrong!!!might have screwed up Chinese zuowen...will screw Geog, Math and Science. AIYAH. EVERYTHING'S SCREWED!!! darnit.
then after that I went to fool around on Char's skateboard. haha. tried my cousin's one b4 @ her house. the first time I went to play there on her skateboard was OK 'cos she had just gotten it...so we learnt basic stuff together. but the second time I went over...let's just say I accidentally traumatised the fishies.
eek! haha...carlsberg jingle...
*celebrate this love c'mon*c'mon*
hahaha.oh well what crap.

peace.

2004-10-07T19:20:00.000+08:00

For the two people today--take it easy.Don't be too hard on her, I'm sure you all have difficulties yeah, but take it easily...don't accuse, but today you guys were good in the sense that you voiced your doubts freely...it's difficult but you guys did it. *huggs*

For the one person--don't do anything stoopid, and clear all the doubts.I'm not saying you're in the wrong but just justify their queries.OK?
For the person I was talking to so seriously today,we tend to be opionated because of different priorities...altho I quarreled with you bear with me, and also bear in mind that my intention was to help them,and not raise biased views about matters.

and to tt very extra person today...you had no rights to make such insensitive and stoopid comments.

so. Peace!lalala.yesh.
argh!!!history tmr.diediedie eeks!

beep

2004-10-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

Hmmm. Today's HCL...should be okay? I don't know. Darn. Tomorrow is AF.Shall eat the book later. Eat!!!Memorise quotes...who said what. History on Fri. Argggggbar...Asoka...etcetc. eeeek.rarrrr. woke up with patriotic eyes this morning. totally bloodshot. eeek.still have 'em now. so mah farn. but i put eyemo oredi, so i can roll my eyes and they wun get stuck!bein' lame.I know.
Wish me all the luck in the world//

[Hellfire] ming.

the hardest word on earth

argh.

thinking...

spastarded. (ooh and AC said bastard in class. OOH. -wriggles eyebrows-)

It's Constantine. John Constantine, you asshole.

me kuku.

hmmmmmmm.

thankew you(:

cute!!!

so.

me.

chicken.

strawberries.

mhmm.

d'oh.

lol.

):

RAWR.

w00t.

poof.

poof.

confusion.

veni vidi vici

gr8 lunch.

What I want this X'Mas.

yes.

eeeeeeek.

(:!!!

erp.

erp.

badbad munkey is Mojo Jojo.

!

stupid internet connections.

KO.

ouch.

ah.

BoingEEEE

Me and Mrs. Jones.

silly.

wheehee.

aiyah.

heeheehee.

hurhur.

play that funkin' music.

play that funkin' music.

Muffin.

mmm.

senility has struck again.

):

why.

brrr.

buhbye.

Spastico.

I hate fish.

BORED.

ladeedum.

eeyur.

Passing By by Thomas Ford.

Time Crisis 2

piggin' out.

mwahhahaha.

wah.

asian pop?hurhur.

EEEvile doctor AND fish.

*^________^*cheesecake.

da dee dum...

dumdumdum

i hate that stoopid woman

tsk.

so there.

sly!

I didn't ponn sch today OK.

funfun.

I'm sorry.

arsenal vs man utd.

cheese omelettes.

celery.again!!!!!

hmmm.

finally.

^________^cheesecake.

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